Thursday, February 26, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
d 2/17/09 11:32 pm: Coloraturas are overrated. You've got soul. Coloraturas are the wanky shred metal guitarists of the singing world. ;-D
Sunday, February 22, 2009
2. He can also be quite jealous at times. It's mostly endearing, but it may be a point of contention for us over time.
3. Until we got together he wasn't a big talker in the sack. On account of the comfort level we share it's almost a natural thing for him now. He says it feels real and unforced. This is a big turn on and it tickles me that he feels so at home with me.
4. Daniel is quite kinky and is willing to try anything as long as I think it's hot.
5. That said, it's not surprising he often likes a little taste of himself and doesn't object to a little cream pie.
6. He has been known to frequent strip clubs for fun. (Another little habit that I find endearingly sexy.)
7. He's man enough to admit that a little ass play (on him) not only feels damn good, but allows him to submit completely. An act, I think, most men fear.
8. I could be wrong, but I think he actually enjoys licking my ass....not that I'm complaining. ;-)
9. While on the subject of ass play...he has mentioned on several occasions that he just might one day let me take him with a strap on. God I love that man!
10. While he just seems to be open to anything, he has a few little miniature fetishes....my feet, dominance, submissiveness. He's not crazy weird about these or anything, just REALLY likes them. :-)
11. Sometimes he does this little tantric trick where he'll come, but not really. All the responses are there, without the mess. ;-) It's actually quite cool. Sting would be so proud.
12. Speaking of come...when he DOESN'T do his tantric thing (not that he controls it) he has some wicked aim and has been known to almost take out my eye or land drops up to 10 feet away. Plus he tends to produce more than anyone I'VE ever known.
13. He has a VERY quick recovery time and we often make love upwards of 3 times in the span of 5-6 hours.
14. Though he's had more sexual partners than I (only by 2), my stories are a LOT more interesting. ;-)
15. Unfortunately he was the one blessed with an incredible memory, so my stories are often too fuzzy for his liking.
16. As a shy teenager it used to take him months to work up the nerve to go for a girls pants, now you can't keep him out of them!
17. He shaves. Everything.
18. He was initially obsessed with numbers. You know, the ones relating to length and girth. (Apparently, my seeing 19 cocks in 30 years makes a man insecure.) He has since realized that he REALLY need not worry about this.
19. Daniel is a master photographer. He often sends me the sexiest pictures and videos. My absolute FAVORITE seems like it would have been an impossible moment to catch. (Maybe he'll let me post it? What do you say baby?)
20. He finds the smell of the inside of my wrist intoxicating. Says it smells like sex. Grr...
21. He hasn't really told anyone about me or shown anyone my pictures. :-(
23. He'll smoke with me when I'm tipsy and I bet it's damn sexy when he smokes the random cigar. (Can I see that soon love?)
24. He is ALWAYS in the mood. (At least for me.) ;-)
25. His name is not Daniel. ;-)
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
2. She likes to kiss girls.
3. She thinks kissing is recreational.
4. Frances gave her first blowjob in the back seat of a car, on the way to a high school football game.
5. She was a virgin (by choice) until age 20 and has only had sex with the Man and Daniel.
6. She HAS, however, been acquainted with 17 different cocks. (If memory serves...) She was what you might call, a cock tease.
7. Frances used to masturbate on her parents bed while reading her mom's erotica novels.
8. Her first orgasm was an accident.
9. Her first multiple orgasm wasn't until age 29.
10. Frances' biggest regret in life is not having sex with anyone before the Man.
11. She has made out with lots of gay men and in a drunken stupor, gave one (a good friend) head just to see if she could 'make it happen.' (The answer is "NO" by the way, she's good, but not THAT good.)
12. She likes to watch.
13. Frances is easily distracted (in bed).
14. She loves when people hit on her.
15. She sleeps on the right side of the bed.
16. She has never been to a strip club.
17. Frances thinks gay porn is hot.
18. She has gone skinny dipping.
19. She thinks talking during sex is the bees knees.
20. Frances has taken part in a few multi-person sensual events. (Vague enough for you?)
21. She has had come in her eye. (Boy does that sting...)
22. She gave Daniel head in a movie theatre and fucked him later in the car.
23. She has never had sex outside.
24. Frances once gave a friend a hand job while 2 other friends slept in bed with them.
25. Frances gets wet at the drop of a hat.
F 5/16 7:50 AM: 'mmm...' i moan contentedly, feeling you begin to shrink inside of me. 'feel better baby?' i inquire. In response, you fall back into your chair smiling and shaking your head. Still feeling incredibly turned on, i begin to run my hands sensually up & down my body in front of you.
D 8:44 AM: 'Mm, i DO feel better, baby. Looks like we need to take care of you, though.' I lead you to the bed and you sprawl before me, writhing, needing to be touched...
F 9:11 AM: As you lay next to me i begin to touch myself again. My hand finds its way between my legs and i give you a coy naughty little smile. ;-)
D 9:19 AM: I give you a naughty chuckle, admiring my view. Settling in beside you, i rake my fingers up your sides and start to free the girls from their corset.
F 9:39 AM: Thus freeing ourselves from all our pesky clothing we lay back. Intent on giving you a little show i resume touching my most intimate parts.
D 9:44 AM: After watching this fantastically arousing show, i can't resist the urge to take one of your perfect pink nipples into my mouth, swirling my tongue around it.
F 9:53 AM: That only serves to make me sigh & squirm. My hand works faster, my breathing turns to a soft pant, & my other hand holds you closer to the girls.
D 9:56 AM: I alternate between showering the girls with attention and sneaking little peeks at the view below, all the while whispering encouraging sweet nothings to you.
F 10:07 AM: 'mmm...baby' i sigh. We both know how much i like your encouraging. ;-) i feel your hands all over me, urging me on. 'please come for me baby,' you whisper. Permission was all i needed. I begin to come, moaning and shaking. My legs close around my hand. I shudder.
D 10:42 AM: 'Mm, thank you, baby,' i say as i trace my lips down your torso and begin to part your knees. 'Baby, i can't,' you protest,and i give you a reprimanding look.
F 12:44 PM: Resigning myself to your persistent nature, i lay back & begin to enjoy your perfect use of mouth & fingers.
D 1:09 PM: I plunge my tongue deep into your dripping pussy, moaning a bit as i taste myself inside you. I rise up to kiss you & you taste our combined flavors on my lips.
D 1:13 PM: Nimbly strumming my tongue across your delicate clit, imanage to distract you long enough to retrieve an object or two from the bedside table...
F 1:42 PM: You hear a sharp intake of breath from me as the cold plastic of the toy touches my skin. I moan gently as you work it inside.
D 2:12 PM: I fumble for the button, and our green friend hums to life. Wrapping my lips around your gently vibrating clit, my fingers begin to tease a more forbidden spot.
F 2:24 PM: You hear me begin to make all those sounds you love. Small moans and giggles, sighs and those surprised gasps. Makes you work harder.
D 3:07 PM: I work harder. With my tongue, i find that perfect rhythm you need. Between my fingers and our toy, you feel filled inevery way. 'Baby...' you whimper softly.
F 3:28 PM: 'i'm coming!' i moan and my hips raise slightly, pushing you ever closer. It seems to go on forever, but eventually i push you away gently, panting.
D 4:11 PM: 'That's my girl,' i say, just a bit smugly. I crawl up next to you and plant a long kiss on your lips. 'God damn, baby,' you moan as i gently stroke your side.
F 4:17 PM: I snuggle in my spot under your arm, blissfully exhausted. Contented, we both fall asleep for a short while. You wake to me kissing your face.
D 9:38 PM: 'Mm, hi baby,' i say a bit groggily as you continue to kiss on my lips & face & neck. 'Did i fall asleep?' You run your hands over my chest, and i perk up a bit.
F 10:33 PM: 'yeah, it's not too late though, you feeling a bit peckish?' i run my hands lazily over your body. You grab me, hug me tight & whisper 'i love you!'
D 11:46 PM: 'I kind of am, love. How about i run and fetch us something?' You pull the sheet up around your breasts in that sexy way that i love & i head for the kitchen.
F 5/17 7:47 AM: Moments later you return with a tray full of edible goodies. We set up in bed to enjoy your meal, naked, ravenous, and incredibly happy.
D 10:48 AM: 'Mm, thank you so much, love,' you say, making little yummy sounds. 'Mm, so good.' 'Anything for you, baby,' i reply, gently touching your smooth naked back.
F 2:02 PM: We eat, enjoying the meal, the wine, & more importantly the company. As we finish, i take your face and my hands and say: 'you are too good to me. I love youu.' you smile. 'now what?' you ask.
D 5/18 1:23 AM: 'Hmm, i don't know, baby - sleepy?' you ask with a little gleam in your eye. I shrug. 'Not really.' 'Well,' you purr,rubbing my thigh, 'want to watch a movie?'
F 8:53 AM: 'Mmhmm...' you sigh as i continue to run my hands overyou. 'whadaya think?' i ask. 'Comedy? Action? Romance?..... Porn...?'i chuckle sweetly.
D 2:01 PM: I chuckle at the last of your suggestions. 'You're bad,baby,' i say, clearly not meaning it. You can't help but notice the effect you're starting to have on me.
F 6:12 PM: I give you a wicked smile and jump up from the bed to find a movie. 'hmm... what do we want to see? You still haven'twatched RHPS with me...? We always seem to get distracted.' i give you a half-serious scolding look.
D 6:25 PM: 'Ok, baby,' i chuckle. 'If that's what you want. I'll be good.' I wink slightly and prop my hands behind my head to wait for you.
F 8:05 PM: You watch as my naked form goes about setting up the movie. As much as you desire me you think how wonderful it is to just have me with you. You smile, not knowing that i'm thinking similar thoughts as i ready the movie. Magenta's red mouth appears and beginsto lip-sync. i snuggle in beside you.
D 10:05 PM: As i hold you tight and demurely kiss your forehead, you find yourself singing along without thinking about it. I just smile and shake my head, totally smitten.
F 5/21 12:00 PM: We lay entwined. You laugh at all my favorite parts & how i know every piece of dialogue and song. As the movie finishes i begin kissing your neck and lazily running my hands over you. This has the desired effect and i pull you on top of me. With no words you begin to make love to me.
F 5/22 1:20 AM: You finish inside me and we collapse in each others arms. Your warmth and your body envelope me. We sleep like this til morning when the alarm goes off again. Fin. :-)
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
i know that surprises by definition are ‘completely unexpected,’ but when i heard the doorbell this afternoon i didn’t at all foresee the arrival of a valentine’s token from daniel. i actually thought it was some fool trying to sell me the newspaper again. what a pleasant miscalculation on my part! i’m not sure how i am going to explain them later, but right now i don’t care. i am thoroughly enjoying their color, fragrance, beauty, the oh-so-modernist square-u-lar vase, and most importantly the fact that I am loved enough to warrant such attention. i can't seem to stop smiling.
thank you, love
Friday, February 13, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
That said, I want to spend a moment talking about two of our favorite little friends, worm and duck. Yes, my vibrators are whimsical, colorful, and shaped like animals. What can I say? I'm a girly girl at heart. I don't much go for the huge phallic looking toys. Sadly, I LOVE cock, but plastic reproductions just don't do it for me. I prefer my intimate playthings to be fun and a bit discreet. Hence the start of my plastic menagerie.
Apparently there are myriads of toys shaped like cute little animals and such...bugs, dolphins, rabbits...(See Fun Factory toys for my faves. Great quality and long lasting to boot!)
My tiny purple duck (from Rub My Duckie) is just cute enough to be exhibited on a prominent shelf in my bathroom. No one is the wiser that my 'decorative' rubber duckie is water proof and has varying speeds. When I first bought this reasonably priced vibe at Smitten Kitten (more to come on my favorite store soon) I was sad that the action wasn't as strong as I had anticipated. I have recently tried it again with a fresh battery. What a difference that makes!
The vibrant green worm is a little less discreet as sex toys go, but no less cute and functional. Along with the varying speeds, it totes 3 pre-set programs that thump and bump along with the steady vibration. Maybe it's just me, but the battery power not only seems strong, but long lasting too!
I must admit, I'm not really a do-it-yourself toy girl. I'm often too lazy to pull them out of hiding for the brief reprieve that is my daily (or semi-daily) orgasm. These toys have seen the most action with Daniel and boy is THAT good. But lately I've been experimenting with them solo a little more. Daniel has spoiled me into craving not just mediocre orgasms, but the mindblowing-neverending-fire-in-your-belly-ones that only he can give. The toys help, but there's no replacing him.
Thus I have a growing little zoo at my house. They're sweet and they make me smile at the irony of naugthiness and innocence juxtaposed.
I'm off to visit the animals...don't you wish you could 'come' too?
This next section is a bit mundane and lovey at first. I mean, come on! We were imagining what a normal day could be like for us. It can't be ALL sex. But that said, those of you who make it to the end won't be disappointed. ;-)
i'm having a much better day today, in big part due to some serious talks with daniel. i'm feeling a bit less lost and more hopeful, so reading Part II today is much more about getting some jollies than finding something to believe in...
D 10:23 PM: An hour or two might go by, with me spending everyminute thinking of you. I'd send you a text: 'Hi, sexy girl. How's your morning? Miss me?'
F 10:32 PM: 'my morning's great love! I've gotten a lot of work done without you here to chase my sweet ass around the house. ;-) when are are you coming home to me? I miss you desperately!' i'd reply. You wouldn't know, but as i text this i was preparing a pic nic lunch to surprise you with at work. :-) now where is the peanut butter? Lol (didn't say it would be good)
D 10:40 PM: 'Coming home to you at 4, love, same as always. But it's almost lunch time!' Kills me that you were thinking of lunch. That was my exact plan. Grr, i love you!
F 10:48 PM: Yeah? Surprise picnic was in your plan? I love you too! You know i'd show up looking all cute and summery, say hello to your work chums and whisk you away for an hour long work reprieve.We'd go out and find us a patch of grass and some sunshine to enjoy.
D 5/15 4:55 AM: We'd eat our peanut butter sandwiches (yum!) and just be close to each other, stealing little kisses. It would take all my self control not to pounce you...
D 5:04 AM: You'd walk me back to work, and i'd pull you into some out of the way spot to kiss you hard and sneak a hand under that summery dress. 'Thanks for lunch, baby.'
F 6:54 AM: You'd have us both wound back up by the time we reached the office. I'd leave you to finish there as i headed home to whatever the job du jour was...
D 7:28 AM: So, 4.00 would roll around, and i'd come home to find you sitting at the piano...
D 7:31 AM: ...your face scrunched up, studying a stubborn series of notes. I'd put down my briefcase and smooch your cheek. 'Hi, baby. Need any help...?'
F 7:45 AM: Grr...you're killing me over here. We'd have a piano?For real? In the 'music room'? I most certainly would have a scrunchy face! Notes can be so stubborn sometimes. 'yes. Help please!' i'd sigh and pat the bench next to me.
D 7:50 AM: Of course in the music room, baby. :-) I'd sit down next to you and slowly poke out the notes in my simple way. You'd lay your head on my shoulder and smile...
F 8:06 AM: I'd begin to hum along and like magic the passage would seem ridiculously easy. 'slow and simple seems to work. Thank you baby.' i'd stretch up to give you a chaste and appreciative kiss on the cheek. 'did you have a good day?' i'd inquire. 'did you miss me hugely? :-)
D 8:10 AM: 'I did have a good day. Got lots done. Missed you hugely, of course. You all done practicing for now?' i'd ask as i try to lead you away from the piano...
F 8:22 AM: 'baby!' i'd protest. 'i hardly got any practicing in. I have that concert coming up. Just a little while longer.' i'd fight the urge to follow you out of the music room & return to my plunking & humming. Your little pout makes it tough to continue. I stop just long enough to kiss you full on the lips.
D 8:28 AM: I accept your kiss and maybe grope you ever so slightly.'Ok, baby, I'm gonna run to the store then i think. What am i making you for dinner?'
F 9:16 AM: Smiling broadly i'd say: 'something simple baby. I think we have some other business to attend to tonight.' giving you a little wink and a kiss, i cup you through your trousers. Your head falls backand you sigh gently. I feel u harden slightly & i smile. You leave me at the piano.
D 9:39 AM: A short while later, i'd come back in the door with aspring in my step and a bag in my hand. I pull out the bottle of wine chilling and pour us each a glass.
F 9:42 AM: 'what shall we toast to love?' ;-)
D 9:52 AM: 'I don't know, baby. To a good day? To my beautiful girl? To us? You have any other ideas?' i ask as i draw you close to me. We have pinot grigio, by the way.
F 10:20 AM: 'any of those sound perfect to me.' i'd say as we clinked our glasses together & proceeded to sip the pinot. ;-) 'need help w/ dinner darling?'
D 10:37 AM: 'No, that's ok, baby, you relax. I thought you'd be working ? 'i say as i pull an onion out of the bag and start chopping. 'Actually, could you wash me a pan?'
F 11:06 AM: 'of course, love.' i smile and begin washing. As i finish rinsing the pan i turn the sprayer on you a bit and giggle mischievously.
D 11:32 AM: 'Naughty girl,' i'd scold, and swat your ass playfully.'You go relax.' and i'd continue chopping and cooking away as you lounge with your glass of wine...
F 11:55 AM: 'you're sweet love. You treat me like a princess. What are we having chef?' i say, coming up behind you wrapping my arms around your waist.
D 12:05 PM: 'Oh, nothing too special, babe. Bit of alfredo, i thought,' i'd say, taking a minute to kiss you as i put a pot of water on to boil and peel a bit of garlic...
F 12:14 PM: 'mm...my favorite. Thank you baby.' i'd hop up to sit on the counter with my glass of wine. 'may i keep you company? I missed you, you know.'
D 12:18 PM: 'Of course, baby,' i'd say, starting the garlic to saute and digging through the fridge for the cream. 'How was your afternoon? Do anything fun?'
F 12:23 PM: 'well...actually, i did have a little lunch date with this handsome boy i've been seeing. Other than that nothing else too exciting. Worked, did some laundry, and learned a bit of music. You have clean shorts btw. No more going commando.' ;-)
D 12:30 PM: 'Thanks, babe,' i laugh, parting your knees and leaning against the counter between them. 'I thought you were busy tonight - now what are we gonna do?'
F 12:37 PM: 'I have better things planned for us tonight lover.' i give you that impish smile you like, throw my arms around you, and start kissing you fiercely. After a moment i gently push away and jump down. 'i'm gonna go change' i leave you to cook.
F 12:43 PM: A few minutes later you hear the stereo come on and ienter the kitchen wearing some sexy little robe and something fun under it. 'hope formal attire isn't required for dinner...?'
D 12:46 PM: As you come out, I'm just putting the finishing touches on the sauce. 'No, baby, you know it's optional. Come here, taste this. Need anything? Salt maybe?'
F 12:51 PM: 'nope. It's perfect. Just like you. Why don't i go ahead and set the table?' as i walk away, i pause, turn and say'aren't you the least bit curious what i have on under this robe?' ;-)
D 2:00 PM: 'Of COURSE i'm curious, love. I was just trying to be patient,' i say, serving up two plates and slicing us some crusty bread. 'Top off your wine, babe?'
F 2:07 PM: 'looks delicious darling.' i come round to give you a peck and let you have a peek under my robe. What you see takes your breath a bit...corset, complete with garter and stockings. ;-) 'do you approve? Should i go change?'
D 2:13 PM: 'Mm, i approve, baby. But you know, i'm suddenly not that hungry - you?' i wink as i brush back the collar of your robe and plant a wet kiss on your collarbone.
F 2:21 PM: 'it can wait.' i say. shaking off the robe i push you back into a chair, sit down in your lap, and begin to plant kisses on your face and neck.
D 3:03 PM: 'Mm, i hoped you might say that,' i say, returning your kisses hungrily and toying with your garter straps as you grind seductively against me...
F 3:31 PM: I slip my hand between us to rub you through your pants. Spreading my legs to straddle you i begin to wiggle seductively,pressing our parts together. ;-) slipping my hand between us again, i work 2 fingers into my panties, feeling my wetness. Removing them i paint your lips with my juice. You moan and i proceed to lick and kiss it off.
D 4:04 PM: Savoring my tiny taste of you, i decide i need a little more. I reach my hand between us and slide a finger or two into your delicious wetness...
D 4:08 PM: 'You're a little bit ready for me, aren't you, baby?' i whisper, pausing briefly to trace circles around your tender clit before raising my fingers to my lips.
F 4:11 PM: 'yesss...' i moan and collapse into you. My head lolls on your shoulder.
D 4:15 PM: I can't quite be satisfied with these little tastes. I lift you up off my lap and onto the edge of the table. I pull your damp panties aside and take a taste.
F 4:24 PM: Sighing, i lean back and place one foot on the arm of your chair. Not only is this more comfortable, but it allows you greater access to my completely shaved and constantly wet pussy. 'more, please baby. Please taste me.'
D 4:31 PM: I slide a couple fingers into you and begin to softly massage your g-spot as i nuzzle and nibble and lick your delicate little clit. You sigh and squirm a bit.
F 7:21 PM: All the attention your paying my soft nethers causes me to writhe and moan. I somehow find the will to pull you up from your seat. I grab your belt and hurriedly try to free your cock from your pants. I'm begging you to fuck me as i gently bite your lips tasting me there. Once free i wrap my legs around you and pull you into me.You hit me hard and we both gasp.
D 9:16 PM: 'Mm, FUCK, baby,' i moan as you clench tight around my hard cock. I wrap my hands around the back of your neck and hold ontight as i slide deeply into you...
F 9:56 PM: Holding my neck tightly you force me to look directly into your sexy blue eyes as you fuck me. As usual it's intense and passionate and so ridiculously full of love. We're both lost in the moment. We don't even notice the dishes banging behind us on the table.
D 10:23 PM: I continue to drive into you, filling you with everystroke. You notice my muscles start to tense and my breathing start to quicken. 'Yes, baby,' you whisper.
F 10:43 PM: 'come for me, love.' i beg, holding you tight and pushing back to you. You begin to move faster and i moan into your mouth. You are so close. Your hands are digging into my neck, sure to leave marks, but all we feel is the mounting tension. You groan loudly... ;-)
D 10:50 PM: ...and i collapse onto you, spasming, filling you practically to the brim. Tiny aftershocks shake my body as i try to catch my breath. 'Wow,' i gasp. 'Baby...'
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
D 2/9/09 3:22 pm: I was sitting here at my desk, and all of the sudden I had this very vivid sensation of the scent of your skin... I could smell you, all clean and naked for me.... Grr...
Monday, February 9, 2009
D 5/14 4:02 PM: Lets ponder a weekday then. The alarm would go off,and i'd pop up to hit the snooze. I'd crawl back into bed behind youand nuzzle my lips into your neck.
F 4:12 PM: Lol. It's different already I ALWAYS wake before the alarm & there is no snooze button my world cause i abhor the sound of atraditional alarm clock. Scares the crap out of me. :-) that being said...I'd tuck back against you gently sighing & pressing myself against you seductively.
D 4:19 PM: Well, then maybe you can be my alarm, love. ;-) Or we'll have a nice musical one. 'Mm... Good morning, baby,' i'd whisper in my sexy sleepy voice...
D 4:22 PM: I'd wrap my arms around you, sneaking my hands underneath your cozy t-shirt to cup your beautiful soft tits...
F 4:27 PM: Grr...i'm wet already thinking of your sexy sleepy voice. 'mm...morning, love, u sleep well?' i'd reply while turning slightly to give you a peck.
D 4:31 PM: 'Mmhmm'... I'd lift a finger to your chin and gentlydraw you toward me for a yummy soft kiss. You'd moan a bit for me and sink deeper into my arms...
F 4:42 PM: I'd place your hand on my softest spot, giggle and say 'see what you do to me?'
D 4:47 PM: 'Mm, baby...' I'd tenderly sample your wetness with myfingers, and slowly stroke you until you begin to gasp and squirm forme...
F 4:51 PM: Grr...i'd reach over to find you hard for me and strokeyou gently til you beg me to make love to you.
D 5:10 PM: You'd straddle my hips and sink smoothly onto my hard cock, gripping me tight. 'You know, baby, i should go start the shower.' You'd pout a bit. 'You coming?' ;-)
F 5:16 PM: You'd give me that exasperated look and allow me to ride you for a min. And just when you were getting into it and trying to take over i would plant a kiss on you, jump off and run to start the shower :-)
D 5:40 PM: I'd chase after you, pulling the last of your clothes off and nearly tackling you. I'd push you to the wall and pin your hands above your head, kissing you hard
F 5:49 PM: Grr...i hope the only clothes i'd have on would be one of your t shirts. ;-) i'd relax into you, kissing you equally as hard and wrapping my leg around you to draw you closer. We'd both feel your hardness between us driving us insane.
D 5:56 PM: I'd take your leg, pulling a little higher and tighter around me, gently angling your hips so that i can bend down slightly and enter you again...
D 5:58 PM: You'd throw your arms around me and hold on tightly as idrive gently into you, pressing you firmly against the cool tile ofthe wall...
F 6:10 PM: Are we in the shower love? Did i miss where we moved there? I thought we were in the hall. :-) i'd throw my head back and push back into you, moaning, & gasping.'you have to get going love!' i'd whisper intently between moans, trying to push you away, but not really wanting to.
D 6:19 PM: No, we were right behind the door, next to the shower. I'd reluctantly slip out of you, just long enough to pull you into the shower and push you to your knees.
F 6:26 PM: Sorry, wasn't sure where you almost tackled me. :-) mm..i'd swallow you whole wanting to taste me on you before the water washed me away. you'd moan and i'd duck my head to give your balls a tongue lashing all the while gently stroking you.
D 6:32 PM: After, oh, maybe an hour of that ;-), i'd pull you backto your feet. You'd brace your hands against the shower wall and present yourself to me as i soap you up.
D 6:35 PM: My slippery hands would move from your neck, to your shoulders, to your back, to your hips. You'd arch your beautiful ass high in the air, and whimper for me...
F 6:49 PM: I'd turn to face you, giving you that impish smile you love so. I'd gently hold your face in my hands and kiss you fiercely.With both hands on your shoulders i'd push you to your knees in frontof me, and encourage you to use that magnificent tongue of yours on my clit
D 6:54 PM: I'd slip one shoulder under your leg, draping it across my back. You'd grab frantically for balance as i slip my fingers into you and gently devour you...
F 7:04 PM: i'd squeal with delight as you bring me closer and closer to orgasm. 'don't you need to get to work baby?' i'd inquire, pushing your head back between my legs anytime you tried to answer
D 7:23 PM: Having stayed on task until you shudder and come hard for me, i'd say 'actually, i DO need to get to work, baby. But there's something else i need to do first.'
F 7:44 PM: 'Mm...thank you baby' i'd pant and pull you up to kiss me, moaning as i taste myself on your lips. 'i hope what you need to do before you leave is fuck me hard until you fill me up.' ;-) i'd pull you close and use my soapy hands to stroke you...
D 7:50 PM: 'Baby, how did you know?' i'd ask, spinning you back around, for good this time. ;-) Spreading your legs wide, i'd stroke you gently before plunging inside you.
F 7:58 PM: Bracing myself against the wall i'd push back toward your every thrust. You'd grab my hips and bang me mercilessly til i scream and you empty into me. You collapse against me. We are both panting and i feel you gently kiss my neck. I turn to you and gently begin to soap you up and get you clean. We are all smiles, but 'you are going to be late', i muse. ;-)
D 8:48 PM: 'Mm, i need to go soon, baby.' We quickly but tenderly wash each other clean, lingering briefly on each other's naughty spots. I quickly pull on some pants...
F 8:57 PM: I half-seriously try to take your pants back off. to discourage me you begin tickling me. I squirm away. You throw on a shirt and chase my naked form out of the bedroom both of us laughing heartily.
D 9:37 PM: I catch you, and you throw your arms around me, sweetly straightening my collar and fussing with my hair. You pull me in close to you for a tender kiss...
F 9:47 PM: 'have a great day baby. I'll be thinking of you'...you kiss me on the nose and together we get all your things ready to go. with a passionate kiss and few 'i love you's i push you off to work.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
this better be worth all of the breath I'm wasting.
Maintaining radio silence from now on.
I'm almost not sure where to begin. We did it. Daniel and I managed a lonely month of Radio Silence. Thirty-one days without texts, emails, and calls. It was incredibly difficult for both of us, but I think we can be proud that we muscled through. (For whatever that's worth.) As we predicted, it was manageable, but just barely. We both lost our best friend respectively and living was pretty lonesome that way.
Before we began this trial, Daniel and I decided to keep journals for each other. We hadn't quite discussed for certain what they would include, but they both mostly ended up covering the mundane bits of life we normally would have spent our days texting each other about. There is a healthy dose of whining and even a little bit of sexiness we may share at a later date.
I think Daniel's entry from 1/4/09 summarizes our feelings best for the month:
8:50 am "I don't quite know what to do with myself. I feel like a lost little puppy. Sitting here waiting for my people to find me."
4:30 pm "All I want to do today is sleep and sleep and sleep...I'm not right. THIS isn't right. Ugh"
I realize this was only one day into it, but seriously, that feeling was prevalent the entire time. We were 'ok', but not. We lived, but it certainly wasn't fun and that little spark that is 'us' didn't completely extinguish from January 3rd until 12:01 am a month later. (Like we assume the Man and the Mrs. were hoping it might.)
Thankfully, with five little words text to my phone, "Hi baby love. Miss you. <3" Radio Silence was concluded. And at the risk of over using my fire analogy, we began fanning the flames of that little spark over coffee that very same day.
It was a bit awkward at first. Both of us unsure exactly what the other was feeling. Unsure until the moment he kissed me properly and all those feelings came rushing back to the surface. His hands touching me in even the most platonic of ways, made me tingle. It was electric. All at once our forgotten mojo was back where we left it, in the pocket of my brown corduroy pants that he loves.
In the 2 days since our coffee reconnect and exchange of journals, Daniel and I have revived our text and talk habit. I feel like we've gotten 'us' back and it feels SO good. There is no weirdness when we talk. It's almost as if we could lift January from the calendar and we're right back to how we were feeling at the dawn of 2009. We're still tiptoeing around what happens next, but his last entry says it best:
"It's a lonely life without you. Even when it's nonstop stuff, the whole middle is missing."
So...saps that we are, we're enjoying catching each other up on every little detail of our time apart and trying to remember all that fun-frisky-adventurous-loving-sexy-ness that IS francesanddaniel.
"Welcome home, love. I missed you..."